Thank you for taking the time to get to know me a little bit.
Right in this moment I am looking out the window at my land, feeling grateful for the seventeen acres of forest in northern California that I share with my daughter Leah, some friends and our dogs. At fifty-six I am in the sweetest relationship of my life with Hubert, a poet and LMT.
I grew up in atheistic Sweden with a deep spiritual longing that propelled me around the globe, to many different teachers and gurus, and to explore every possible (and some impossible) ways of personal and spiritual growth. I began meditating and practicing rebirthing (conscious energy breathing) at eighteen. In my meditations I began to feel a connection with a light filled being who became my son Jon in 1980.
In my early twenties I meditated, danced and lived with Osho Rajneesh and his band of red followers for five years. I did numerous Vipassana (silent sitting) retreats and Enlightenment Intensives. Inspired by Sanya Roman and Duane Packer, I channeled spirit guides for 10 years and taught thousands of people how to channel. Together with my spirit guides I authored several bestselling books and cassette albums in Sweden. I swam with the dolphins and whales for fifteen years and brought many groups to meet them in Hawaii and the Red Sea. My son often travelled with me as my assistant; we loved being together and guiding groups.
In 2000, while pregnant with my daughter, The Work of Byron Katie found me and shocked me to my core with its powerful simplicity. Everything I had been seeking became available in a real way through The Work. Then in 2001, my then twenty-one-year-old son overdosed on heroin, leaving me in my deepest despair and awakening yet. The only practices that stayed with me in the face of death were The Work inquiry and Buddhist/Zen-inspired meditation practices.
My journey through the loss of my son became the deepest spiritual awakening of my life; today I can honestly say I am grateful that his body shifted form. How I used The Work and meditation during this heartbreaking passage culminated in my book: “Jon Walks in the Light.”
I became a Certified Facilitator of The Work in 2012 through The Institute for The Work of Byron Katie. I am deeply grateful to continue uncovering my true self one thought at a time, through my daily practice and through sharing The Work with others. I am also a mentor and a trainer of The Work. I share The Work through on-line classes, live retreats and private sessions.
Alongside my spiritual practice was always a deep love for ritual and ceremony. When our inner work is done, service and ceremony is all that remains. Ceremony is not only a way to create beauty but also a powerful tool for healing and completion. So I was delighted to find an education that put some clear forms to that love. In 2012, I became aCertified Life-Cycle Celebrant through the Celebrant Foundation.
All my class curriculums are developed directly
from my own inner journeys using The Work and meditation through healing mother/father wounds, death and loss, low self-esteem, moving through two marriages and divorces, creating peace with my ex-husband, parenting, being diagnosed with HIV in 2010….all of it!
Our deepest darkness always contains the most brilliant light. ~Helena
About the Look Within Institute:
Stop looking for someone out there,
and begin seeing within. ~Rumi
The Look Within Institute exists to end suffering on this planet through creating peace from within; clearing and healing the mind in individuals and the world. Our community of truth lovers comes from all walks of life, from all over the world.
Helena Montelius founded the Look Within Institute in 2005 in California as a new incarnation of the spiritual work she had offered since 1985. The path of having physical gurus or seeking healing from outer sources, such as dolphins or spirit guides, no longer felt true. To look within and go directly to the source, without any de-tours, is the focus of the Look Within Institute; to assist you in returning home.
The Look Within Institute is dedicated to offer:
- A real, grounded path to uncover your true self; who you are without your stories.
- Opportunities to push the pause button to find your inner stillness and peace.
- A compassionate, clear space where you can find your own answers and solutions.
- High-quality, efficient, kind and transformative tools that help you create lasting change.
- Classes and retreats that support healing, spiritual openings and growth through life’s challenges and heartbreaking passages.
- Beautiful, respectful, custom created life-cycle ceremonies.
“I love that Helena teaches without a holier-then-thou attitude. She is radically honest and so present with each person.”
“My experience with Helena in the Healing Heartbreak class far exceeded my expectations of a tele-class. From the moment I registered to the last moment of class, Helena was there guiding in the most warm, wise and heart-centered way. She created an extremely safe environment for all of us to investigate suffering around loss, grief and heartbreak. As a result, I was able to bring deep compassion to the pain and I now have a completely new understanding. And the seeds have been planted to continue investigating painful beliefs as they arise. I am truly grateful to Helena and the group of participants. This was transformational!”
“Helena’s class ‘Healing Heartbreak’ was profoundly healing for me during a time when I was grieving the death of my best girlfriend of 19 years, my dog and a painful betrayal in a love relationship. The six week class truly helped me to get to the core of the wounding and through The Work of Byron Katie re-write the story to help me see the gifts in the heartbreaks I had experienced…”
“You saved our marriage! That’s the short version of the depth of gratitude we feel for Helena guiding us through some very painful spots in our marriage, so we could re-unite in love.”